Every person in Sem 3 rite now is going through the same thing...No time!!So much to cover!! And after completing the 1st part...progressing to the next...Oh No!!Forgot the 1st part I covered...Its really frustrating...
And having to memorise the life cycle and how each parasite and bacteria looks like just sucks away your interest...I really wish I had a super brain where I only hav to read once...I'd remember everything...
But life isn't easy...and it doesn't come easy at all...If we don't work hard then we won't feel the joy of success either....I'm trying to concentrate but distractions seem to come very often and its really hard even to focus...
I guess I need to push myself and make a commitment to put my very best...I seem to have lost my confidence in my studies bcoz everything I learnt this whole year...I cant recall...
I'm already anxious bout my last summative results...and now facing this big exam..failing is definitely a big NO...I cant afford to fail... I'll be 10 times more stressed out having to resit...I sure wouldnt want to put myself in that situation...
I know that God will help me through..I do believe..but the current situation I see myself in makes me scared of how things would turn out at the end of the day...
Deep down I know that no matter what..God is with me..He has always been there for me... I just pray that through this tough period...I wont waste my time anymore and I'll have enough time to finish studying..before finals sets in...
"Lord, pls help me not to be in panic or to feel anxious...but grant me the discipline and concentration as well as a good memory to be prepared for my finals in July...I commit everything into Your hands for I trust in You always...In Jesus' name...Amen"
Wednesday, June 22, 2005
Saturday, June 18, 2005
JuSt PrAiSe RoCkS!!
This week is the beginning of my study break before sem 3 finals but I cant seem to get myself to concentrate and study....I keep getting distracted and it feels so difficult to concentrate and focus...Haihz...
The highlight of my week was "JUST PRAISE"...it was great...all the youths of the church gathering together and praising God in the church sanctuary plus Juwita Suwito performing... It just feels so refreshing and I was amazed at how God works in our lives...
Growing up as a Methodist in church..it was mainly traditional...but to see God making the church a place appealling and relevant to youths today by creating opportunities for us to gather and praise God in a contemporary way...where we are free to dance, jump, raise our hands to Him... Indeed I believe that God is bringing revival among the youths of the church...and I definitely would not wanna miss out on that...
Plus listening to Wai Ming share about his vision on the youths of the church getting on the train prepared by God during MYF...made it even clear that indeed revival is here and is starting among the youths...
The highlight of my week was "JUST PRAISE"...it was great...all the youths of the church gathering together and praising God in the church sanctuary plus Juwita Suwito performing... It just feels so refreshing and I was amazed at how God works in our lives...
Growing up as a Methodist in church..it was mainly traditional...but to see God making the church a place appealling and relevant to youths today by creating opportunities for us to gather and praise God in a contemporary way...where we are free to dance, jump, raise our hands to Him... Indeed I believe that God is bringing revival among the youths of the church...and I definitely would not wanna miss out on that...
Plus listening to Wai Ming share about his vision on the youths of the church getting on the train prepared by God during MYF...made it even clear that indeed revival is here and is starting among the youths...
Monday, June 13, 2005
My SuPeRb & CrAzY WeeK
Last week was a crazy week...mock OSCE was on Monday and GI exam was on Friday and I was totally not prepared yet...there were tons and tons of notes pilling up and it seemed impossible to finish...I felt my brain so saturated with info but at the same time the things I read were starting to seep out of my brain too....Arrgh!! Trying to cover everything before Friday...I've been sleeping within 2-4am throughout the whole week....plus during the day there were still lecs going on..
Friday finally came...although I was pretty exhausted but there was excitement in me coz at night it was GRIP (Good Relationships In Progress).It was an MYF camp in church during the weekend. But I had to go through the 1st hurdle which was my GI test...and boy it was hard... after the debriefing I felt that I had done quite a lot of mistakes...but its done and I cant do anything else about it...I'm just glad God brought me through the crazy week especially when He helped me through the mock OSCE which I was so nervous and anxious about. I tot I would not be able to perform but the Doctor examining me actually came up and told me I did quite well..."Praise God!!"
The best part of the week finally came and it felt so refreshing just to hang out with MYFers once again and had tons and tons of fun after a stressful week...Although it was tiring but I couldn't stop myself from wanting to have fun so the tiredness was perpetually just pushed aside...running around at KLCC for the treasure hunt was tiring and frustrating at times but it felt great when we finally finished the hunt..and well..our group couldn't believe that we actually won coz we actually finished last..
The talk by Pastor Sivin Kit was great too as he spoke on securing our soul with God and taking the leap of faith with Him..putting our trust and making a commitment to get serious with Him and let Him lead us through all the way...which was something I think I needed to hear since Sem 3 finals is just around the corner and stress levels are already increasing..
As a whole..God really blessed me with a superb week where everything just fell into place and I had so much fun...so Thank You God for the great week!!
Friday finally came...although I was pretty exhausted but there was excitement in me coz at night it was GRIP (Good Relationships In Progress).It was an MYF camp in church during the weekend. But I had to go through the 1st hurdle which was my GI test...and boy it was hard... after the debriefing I felt that I had done quite a lot of mistakes...but its done and I cant do anything else about it...I'm just glad God brought me through the crazy week especially when He helped me through the mock OSCE which I was so nervous and anxious about. I tot I would not be able to perform but the Doctor examining me actually came up and told me I did quite well..."Praise God!!"
The best part of the week finally came and it felt so refreshing just to hang out with MYFers once again and had tons and tons of fun after a stressful week...Although it was tiring but I couldn't stop myself from wanting to have fun so the tiredness was perpetually just pushed aside...running around at KLCC for the treasure hunt was tiring and frustrating at times but it felt great when we finally finished the hunt..and well..our group couldn't believe that we actually won coz we actually finished last..
The talk by Pastor Sivin Kit was great too as he spoke on securing our soul with God and taking the leap of faith with Him..putting our trust and making a commitment to get serious with Him and let Him lead us through all the way...which was something I think I needed to hear since Sem 3 finals is just around the corner and stress levels are already increasing..
As a whole..God really blessed me with a superb week where everything just fell into place and I had so much fun...so Thank You God for the great week!!
Thursday, June 02, 2005
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