Saturday, January 13, 2007

WhaT HaVe I DoNe???

I've always thought making friends was easy as long as there's understanding, openess, tolerance and of course FUN!! But I guess things dont always go the way I would like it to be or life cant just be up and up and up all the time...so does relationships, sad to say.

So, what more bout living with others??? There's definitely wrong at my part for being impatient, judgemental and close minded at times...and I'd hope that things would go my way. I'm trying really hard not to be like that...but I still feel like I've been getting the cold shoulder or I've offended someone unexpectedly in some way.

Well, I would definitely apologise to that person if I've done anything wrong...and that its definitely not intentional in anyway. Not knowing what I did wrong...cant blame me if I'm still stepping on your toes.

Maybe I'm overly sensitive...I really don't know. Its just hard to feel that way especially when you're living under the same roof. I guess not everyone will like me and I'm me....and we're all different so disagreements happen I guess.

Just hate the feeling of not knowing what I did wrong that's all. To me, even if I didnt do anything wrong, I'm guilty coz I've made the person dislike me I guess...Anyway cant please everyone...so, life goes on and on my part, I'm learning each day to be a better person and a better doctor. Guess, cant put all the blame on myself and maybe its ok to be disliked sometimes!! Who knows!!